We had our breastfeeding class tonight. Near the end, the instructor gave each couple a doll to practice holding in the various breastfeeding grips. I sat next to my wife and watched her - her head bent to look at the baby, concentrating and adjusting her arms to make sure their placement was correct. Seeing her holding that baby, real or not, hit me like a warm wave and - I know it sounds cliche- I felt my heart actually swell. The way I feel right now, 58 days can't go fast enough.
58 days until baby.